Just took a picture of myself and noticed how big my face has gotten. If my face has gotten this big, what does the rest of me look like? I have gained about 30 months in this last year. Mainly because I quit smoking, but also b.c I am not as active. I HAVE to do something about this. Its kinda ridiculous. I hate the way I look. It is bringing down my self esteem. But I just cant find the time. I work all the time and go to school full time, my free time is spend doing homework or trying to catch up on sleep. I need some motivation. Does any need a work out partner??
School is almost over. Whew! But stupid me decided to sign up for a summer class--after I told myself I was taking it off. Oh well, I guess I will get done faster. As if taking 6 years to finish a 2 year degree wasnt long enough already. I will be so glad when I have accomplished something. I have nothing to show for my life. Im not married, I dont have any kids, I dont have my own house....I have nothing to show for it. Kinda depressing really. But, is it such a bad thing? Sometimes I dont know. Should I be in a rush?
Its getting late and I should be studying or cleaning, or at least something a little big more productive I feel. Goodnight all. Happy Blogging!!
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